Losing the unreplaceble...:((

always in my heart..
eventho u r not with us anymore..:((
forever missed, never forgotten..
will never be replace.:((

R.I.P HANSEL..:((

xoxo from,
Mum n Dad..:((

~ Raya Holidays ~

Im going back to Sabah on 15th sept for celebrating raya..YAY!! im very excited because this is the 1st year im celebrating raya with HIM... the sad news is, maybe our leave application will not be approved by the college academic management.. WTF... I really want to celebrate raya at Sabah this year..:(

I got test tomorrow and here i am blogging and FB-ing... huh.. feeling extra lazy...:D i dun get much rest for the whole week.. Im tired and i need sleep... maybe i'll get some when i reach sabah.. haha... thats all for now... till then!


♥ Lulu ♥

~ fireworks~

under the beautiful fireworks,
We hugged,
and i wish he's the one for me,
pls..
no one else..

p/s: our first fireworks, and it mean a lot to me =) * i sound so cheesy*

♥ her ♥

boredom~

3rd post for today..
enuff to prove that im bored..
Facebook is no fun anymore...

i feel like hanging myself..*sigh*

♥ her ♥

suxx or not good enuff?

yea..my english suxx... T.T

this coming semester there will be "English for Comunication II" subj that will required us to talk about any topic that will be given by the lecturer, IN FRONT of the other classmates... yaeks! Im suffering from this severe Stage fright that cannot be cured.. How im going to talk in front of the class with my bad english??? Thinking about how the situation might be is enuff to make my heart explode..* ok, that was a lil' bit too much isnt it?* Thinking a way to improve my english so i wont end up looking like a dumbass... its way much easier to write than to talk..

I was going to try this 1, challenge myself to:

READ A NOVEL WITH A - Z TITLE..* my english suxx ok, pls 4give me for this *

Means i have 26 novel to read, and i havent start any yet.. haha... maybe when i have time to go out to a bookstore, i'll buy the 1st one....:) wish me luck on this!

Won't let my stage fright get in my way!


♥ her ♥

~ the way u look at things ~

One day a father and his rich family took his young son on a trip to the country side with the firm purpose to show him how poor people can be.

They spent a day and a night in the farm of a very poor family. When they got back from their trip the father asked his son,

"How was the trip?"

"Very good, Dad!"

"Did you see how poor people can be?"
the father asked.

"Yeah!" "And what did you learn?"

The son answered,

"I saw that we have a dog at home, and they have four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden, they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lamps in the garden, they have the stars. Our patio reaches to the front yard, they have a whole horizon."

When the little boy was finishing,
his father was speechless.

His son added,
"Thanks, Dad, for showing me how poor we are!"

* we often bragged and feel proud for things we have,when
there was people who sees thing differently. We dont realize
what stone to us might be gold for other.. *

♥ Her ♥

All i ever wish for...

someone to hold me,

someone to show me the way,

someone to tell me right and wrong,

someone to keep me from falling down,

someone to love and to be loved,

and all i can wish for is..

someone to shared my life with...

xOxO

Past and future

i've made mistake in my life

i've let people take advantage of me

and i accepted way less than i deserve

but,i've learned from my bad choices and 

even though there are some things i can never

get back and people who never be sorry

i'll know next better next time and

I won't settle for anything less than I deserve!!

Check out our latest pics

                                                                 ugly faces....

u and i both love

si perempuan and si lelaki

Jenevy and Rafizal

    * Ya i know the pics look all the same..but i love these pic...hehe...

xOxO

-----=====| Rasa hanya Perasaan |====-------

           "Aku.... aku rasa..... aku tak setanding dengan mereka"

Teruna duduk.... darapun duduk, nampak sama perlakuanya luaranya itu, tapi didalam lain melodinya... Dara diam, memandang kedepan... sibuk, teruna duduk mengenang kedalam, sibuk.....

Teruna senyum....

Dia teringat sesuatu, sesuatu yg tidak patut, sesuatu yg patut jauh...

Lantas terihat perlakuanya itu, dara bertanya, soalanya mudah, tetapi susah... 

"Kenapa?" tanya dara....

"Tak ada, teringat sesuatu" jawab teruna...

"Teringatkan apa?" soalanya bertambah susah....

"Teringatkan kimelia" jawab teruna....

*Gelodak hati dara itu, bagai ombak ditengah laut, gelodaknya itu jauh-jauh, siapakah yang tahu?*

Dara diam seketika.... 

Beberapa ketika, sunyinya si dara... maka bertanyala si teruna, kerana sunyi itu sungguh lain bunyinya.....

"kenapa?"

Si dara memeluk kekandanya itu, kepalanya geleng pelan-pelan....

Tidak lenala hati siteruna, kerana kenalnya pasang surut laut adindanya itu, tahulah dia jika angin bertiup sayu....

*Kutahu maksud sunyimu, kutahu maksud kelipan matamu, ku kenal kilauanya itu*

Maka si teruna bertanya lagi... si teruna tahu masalahnya, tetapi tetap ditanyanya, protokol baginya...

"Ada apa dinda?"

"Tiada" jawab dara layu

"Terangkanlah..." tanya teruna lagi

"Takda apa-apa...." jawab dara lemas

"Tidaklah apa-apa yang selesai, dengan bisumu itu" sambung teruna

*Tanyalah soalanmu dengan betul, kemudian Terangkanlah soalanmu betul-betul, kemudian Dengarlah jawapan untukmu betul-betul-betul*

Si dara terus membisu, teruna depeluknya erat-erat, dihatinya teruna tahu, dihati teruna tahu, tapi dia biarkan dahulu....

Akhirnya dara berkata,

"Aku..... Aku rasa..... Aku tak setanding dengan mereka" Katanya...

"Maksudmu?" Tanya teruna mahu diperincikan jawapan

"Aku tidak setanding dengan perempuan-perempuan itu, yang menaruh harapan padamu" kata dara

"Aku tak secantik mereka, kurangku banyak berbanding mereka" sambungnya lagi

Teruna mengusap dahinya dara, diusapnya pelan-pelan, diusapnya panjang-panjang

Teruna senyum.... melihat air mata dara jatuh-jatuh, teruna berkata..

"Kamu sangat cantik...."kata teruna

"Kanda hanya berkata begitu, memberi saguhati pada hatiku" kata dara

"Terpulang, tidakah kau percaya padaku lagi?" Balas teruna

Dara menyambung sunyinya itu...

"Cantikmu amatla istimewa, tidaklah terlukis dengan coretan, tidakla tewarna dengan warnian" sambung teruna

"Benarkah?" tanya dara lagi

"Perlukah aku menipu untuk berkata sesuatu yang benar?" ujar teruna

Teruna senyum lalu mendekat, mendekat... mendekat..... dekat... lalu diciumnya dahi dara...

*Dirimu sangat cantik, hatimu lebih cantik dari wajah mereka itu,  Kamu menagis untuku, kamu menagis keranaku, kamu sangat cantik*

Kau sangat cantik, tidaklah mengapa jika kurang daripada itu, tidaklah kuperlu lebih daripada itu

                                                                                                                                                   

                                                                                                                                                   by  Slice

Holidays!! :D

i just HEART holidays.... we're having our mid term semester break...but unfortunately,me and HIM could not going back to sabah... *sigh* so we spend the holidays together in DAMN BORING KUCHING.. actually i don't have anything in my mind to write down rite now... He said that he wants to update our blog so he ask me to write something first...but where should i start??

OoO ya.. i just moved out from my old house in Bandar Baru to Taman Won at Matang...To be closer to HIM.... my two Girlfrens are still there and im glad that they understand why im leaving... Don't worry GIRLS... we still can hang out sometimes...

Hey peeps....forget to mention about our 2 baby rabbit, HANSEL & GRATEL.... We got it for each other on Valentine Days this year... They are cute little rabbit yang hiperactive,kuat momom n kuat "oh-oh" *cuckle*....sampai we have to clean the cage once a day cuz bebau because of their taik..hehe... They getting fatter and fatter days by days.... HE said wants to kasi gemuk durg smpai x dapat jalan..hahaha..pity mr & mrs Rabbit....

I think thats it for now...Im starving and waiting for my Chef to cook... CAPAT LA CHEFFFF...

xOxO